“Hollywood is a place where they’ll pay you a thousand dollars for a kiss and fifty cents for your soul.” – Marilyn Monroe she once told me. I miss her so very much. My silly off the wall personality filled with insecurities and doubt all the while nursing a bi-polarized depression sprinkled with panic attacks laced with agoraphobia and to make things even more interesting I have AIDS. Now before you leave my site check this out aka Paris Hilton claustrophobia and ADHD certainly doesn’t mix well to the average opposite dictated or fed to us the Joe Q. Pubic as to what is in or trend-setting or for that matter important or relevant in today’s society. I use to have the NEED to feel included or popular be it through physical image or accomplishments. Always the humble, creative but sometimes grammar-challenged muse for some but a loyal, unkempt fanatic, overwhelmed with busy boredom looking for humor ala’ laughter in all the corners of the INTERNET. Still quick-witted and still quite clever never one to be dishonest or evil just for sake of doing so. A thrifty, crafty, and informative on the latest in pop-culture if not for my many phobia’s and fears would have been chosen to be on the World series of Pop culture, but I digress. I am pretty GAY and have been all my life besides my sexual preference I consider myself a liberal but always open for a good debate. Heavily medicated for mental and physical anguish it is my unwavering comfort I do get from my undying faith through years of being a Catholic Christian Spiritualist Jesus Freak who understands inside and out how a person’s religious practices or lack thereof can define or label others readiness to judge. Matthew 7:2 is scripture or a passage from the bible which would stop allot of the worlds hypocrisies if followed be it the the Super Religious or the Atheist. I am not a devout bible thumper and though raised a strict catholic as a young boy having no choice or say in the matter am thankful to this day I was taught Jesus Christs teachings and can say without doubt he is someone to look up too. So you can only imagine my dismay to find out from others upon coming out of the closet that the exact same prayer and worship brothers and sisters were condemning me to hell or they felt it was their biblical responsibility to remind me on a DAILY BASIS of my deviant behavior. By reading and studying the bible over the course of 12 weeks I discovered myself where I stand with God and I truly believe FAITH should be shared and celebrated but not used as a tool of dividing and judge others who may not feel the way you do. LOVE thy neighbor is pretty self explanatory and if only those three words were all God gave us hypothetically I guarantee someone would find thy meaning something homosexual/abortion/death sentence/and divorced. I think you get the idea. Now back to me the -dash and /slash abuser may find my posts or comments a bit quirky, odd, dark, freaky even but all if any comes from a place of love, disabilities, controversies, and infamous, overrated, neurotic, male, dancer, circuit, queen, aka Thom Collins. I am eccentric or to some egocentric but at times a tragic figure looking for all things divine or major. A flawless, sarcastic, demo-God, who may be a bit on the fanatic side of Idol worship be it Madonna or Britney. I adore all things comedic and celebrated. My love for animals cannot be ignored just view some of the many videos uploaded of my beloved 11 year old Black capped capuchin monkey with whom I have raised from 2 weeks old. If not for him I would be dead. Noteworthy I like “Coco Chanel”, fashion, couture, style, but obsessed with all things tech, web, blogged, blogging, vlog, web 2.0, gaming, xbox360, playstation2, PC’s and my crowning achievement a personal website built in 1995 leaving my professional name/title Thom Collins the top when searched being I was on line, signed, and identified before all things major went mainstream. So this was a complete gift of unexpected importance and forever a humble grateful thank you to those who made it happen years ago. From movies, TV, photo/photography, video, I have been there done that over it always looking for something new and exciting. point, blank, period. Whew what does that all mean besides a tag or two here or there, with or without comma’s. You get the picture. You know the drill. Sure I don’t take myself too seriously however if I don’t who will?
